And now I start

I started writing this blog today only . I am writing this one as i feel that it is the right time to share my feelings and thoughts with you. I am currently an engineering student in a state in India.

This is the phase of last examinations of my bachelor degree. And this is my most confusing stage of life.

During my school days I had no idea of taking an engineering degree. Though most of my friends were keenly intersested owards eing engineers of different kinds , doctors with different specialization, etc. Etc. I was not at all interested in such professions. I cant point out why it was like that.

I always dreamt of being famous in my early days, thought of being different from others. I was having a dream job in my mind those days but it was discoraged by everyone my parents, by friends.. even though some of my best friends and teachers engouraged me with the same.

After completing my matriculation with a appreciable score I was very much eager to have my senior secondary studies taking maths and computer science as the core subject. It was not because I loved some proffessions related to those subjects but it was ue to my eager to know the subjects in deep.

But after the first month of my study I realised that computer science was not a subject that could do something with me. I somehow managed to pass the subject in my senior secondary studies. Though Iwas labelled as one of the studious pupils in my school the truth was that i reallybelonged to the laziest beings in that school. It is only due to my moms compulsion I went the coaching for engineerng entrance examnations. Though the coaching classes was really a fun time with friends ( winking)..But the classes were utter boring not because the tecahers not taking the classes well. The only reason was my lack of interest.