I started writing this blog today only .
I am writing this one as i feel that it is the right time to share my
feelings and thoughts with you. I am currently an engineering student
in a state in India.
This is the phase of last examinations
of my bachelor degree. And this is my most confusing stage of life.
During my school days I had no idea of
taking an engineering degree. Though most of my friends were keenly
intersested owards eing engineers of different kinds , doctors with
different specialization, etc. Etc. I was not at all interested in
such professions. I cant point out why it was like that.
I always dreamt of being famous in my
early days, thought of being different from others. I was having a
dream job in my mind those days but it was discoraged by everyone my
parents, by friends.. even though some of my best friends and
teachers engouraged me with the same.
After completing my matriculation with
a appreciable score I was very much eager to have my senior secondary
studies taking maths and computer science as the core subject. It was
not because I loved some proffessions related to those subjects but
it was ue to my eager to know the subjects in deep.
But after the first month of my study I
realised that computer science was not a subject that could do
something with me. I somehow managed to pass the subject in my senior
secondary studies. Though Iwas labelled as one of the studious pupils
in my school the truth was that i reallybelonged to the laziest
beings in that school. It is only due to my moms compulsion I went
the coaching for engineerng entrance examnations. Though the coaching
classes was really a fun time with friends ( winking)..But the
classes were utter boring not because the tecahers not taking the
classes well. The only reason was my lack of interest.